WTF?

WoW, just couldn't see how some body who is in the military was stating, if you don't see anything you want to purchase you can still make a donation. . .why. . .weird. I am on a fixed, meager, income, due to my many disabilities-had tried to ask for help and felt bad that I was, essentially begging, so I deleted it.  Don't get this wrong I have asked for help, more on a personal basis, received it a few times, however, I have stopped asking them, didn't want to continually ask for their help, I felt bad even though I should not have because the need was and is real.


I don't want anybody to give me funds, unless it's PCH coming to my apartment with a check and telling me congratulations I won $5000 a week, or anybody who really wants to. . . 


I would rather earn it myself, would rather somebody show me a way to earn without it costing me so much, in time as well as funds I really don't have, yet. Not earning like I want to. . .a few PTC sites, five of which I have reached payout and have been paid, a few traffic exchanges, one that I have reached payout and have been paid, that's about it for now. Just awaiting on a few that said I would be paid, Have to stop this. . .discovering a subject and end up writing about my self.  WTF?