Friday, February 12, 2010

DeRiT NiArB

Friday, February 12, 2010 0
Thoughts fly in random, wanting much and all things to be better. . .different from what it is now.  
So much priorities and nothing seems to be moving fast enough. All that is going on, just. . .it's not coming together as fast as need be. 

Use to have nightmares about my disabilities, now it's all. . .well the majority of what I can remember is financial and sometimes, just sometimes on how I miss another taking the reins for a while, so that I can rest, knowing that everything is going to be alright.  Just to be held with care and support.

That's enough wining for now. . .

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

Worried. . .

Tuesday, February 2, 2010 0
Just a little anxious
Having chest pains every time I move
Not in any panic. . .not
Even upset
Just a little worried

Hard to cough, hurts
Every time I try
Not letting it get to me
Just wondering. . .why

Now, of all times. . .why now
 Have no one to keep the cats,
Feed, keeping two (Cypress and Thorn)
From fighting. . .either may end up hurt
Really bad

Will do a wait-and-see
Probably clear itself up by tonight
Hoping that this is the case
So I won't be in the hospital
Fighting for my life

Fin
February 02, 2010
 
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