Just need to get out
the anguish the stress the crap
Feeling like I want to throw or hit
Want to but can't
Fingers hurting as I type
Stomach churning
Want and need to sleep
Take a pill, another pill, damn
So disgusting. . .will knock me out
Soon
Sleep through the problems
Dealing with the horrors within
Night
So early knock me out now
medications with side effect that harm
My insides, becoming artificial. . .damn
I want my . . .I want me back
Fin
March 21, 2010
